The Law of Mind-boggling Simplicity

Something strange is happening here....

Why is it that when you absolute don't care about something... it starts going your way... as opposed to when you really really want something to go your way it almost never does?!

I've sort of experienced it way too many times... thats why... at certain points in life... I like being angry... cause that brings in the feeling of 'not caring what happens'. Its not always a good thing but once that hesitation, that fear of caring goes away... you're free... the possibilities are endless and it all gives you such a rush!

And the reason I write "Something strange is happening here...." is a little similar to all that below it and a lot different too...

Earlier I used to write here regularly... updating all posts and writing all sorts of thoughts... hardly anyone ever visited... and now that I almost NEVER write... and I'm getting page hits like crazy!

The great thing is... I care and I don't... and so whatever happens... its all good! :-D